Lost connection to the cyberworld for a few days - my Internet line at home not functioning... FRUSTRATED. These 2 weeks has been a frustrating week for me......frustrated coz of my work performance - i can't achieved my collection TARGET! My commission is based on my collection target .... what's even worse is my base incentive will be deducted. OMG... so depressing. It's already a 2nd mth that I can't hit my collection target. I still can't really get over it. I told myself if this month, I still didn't hit my collection target I'll leave the company coz i just can't keep on making myself more depressed. I know that the economy is not good & a lot of businesses facing some kind of difficulties but why they aren't paying us. I don't want to blame other people, even though my heart thinks so but at the end of it, if i blame other people, 5 more fingers pointing back at me. I better relook & reflect upon myself on my results. I only can blame myself for my results. Deep down in my heart i wanted to do my own things, becoming a free agent doing freelance work & happy with it. I just wanna enjoy doing my work. Whenever I think of the deduction, i feel really demotivated. I can't go on like this forever - it's INSANITY....
Sorry if I bored you with all my negative comments, I just need to express myself....in my blog.
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