I got to write down this - I'm having a mixed feelings about myself & my capabilities. I dunno whether my actions is right or wrong. What is right? & What is wrong? What is the best solutions? What is my responsibilities? Where to draw the line? Because of a small problem, I'm making it exaggerate? Is it true? I dunno....... If anything to happen, blame myself 1st, not blaming other people....What is the chain reactions of my actions....because of it, I've affected the emotions of other people......Am I avoiding problems, what's expectation of other people towards me & what's my expectation of myself. I'm struggling internally. Why I always overly worry & sweat over small things. I dunno what crap I'm writing... coz I'm confused & i dunno whether I'm right or wrong?
I do not want to start my year 2009 with gloomy feelings but ?????? I hope all this will slowly fade away by tomorrow. I wana live happily & living life to the fullest in 2009. Bad bad feelings go away... tommorow will be a better day.
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thank you for all the wishes and the effort to organise the dinner. I sincerely appreciate it.
And let's let go of the past and we greet this new year with new hope.
Jia You!!
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