Chinese New Year 2009

Activities that is happening during Chinese New Year as below:



Taking pics with cute niece - Ashley




Prepare some longan drinks




Steamboat






With my beloved family

Some food pics

Mom "tong yu"

Family photo

Different pose

More pose

The usual pose

Pitcher plant ?? Heard that it brings $$ luck

"Fu kui" hua - dunno what it is called in English

Crabmeat & fu chuk for steamboat

Cauliflower & leafy green vege

Driving in the rain back from my grandma's kg.

Taking pics of my cute lil cousin, Wen Ming

He's so cute - we need to take more pics of him

Together with his sis, Wen Yi

My grandma's hse

The lil stream full of ???

Look at the 2 monkeys at the back?? Oops sorry

My niece - Zi Yi dancing

Lou Sang at my aunt's hse

Auntie, uncle, cousins "cai cai lou sang - yuet lou yuet sang"

The lou sang ready to be "lou"

"kat chai" shu

Taking pics of myself

Receiving angpow from dad - study hard

faster get a job

Faster get a BF

Faster get married

Preparing angpow $$

Simple home-cooked food for Reunion dinner (for us is lunch)

All the family gather together for once a year reunion lunch

Variety of mummy's delicious home-cooked food

Well that's it for now. I really appreciate having these good memory & activities with my family every year. It's my blessing to have such a loving parent & sisters. I do enjoy just "lepaking" at home with my family. Happy "niu" year to all!

Mixed Feelings????

I got to write down this - I'm having a mixed feelings about myself & my capabilities. I dunno whether my actions is right or wrong. What is right? & What is wrong? What is the best solutions? What is my responsibilities? Where to draw the line? Because of a small problem, I'm making it exaggerate? Is it true? I dunno....... If anything to happen, blame myself 1st, not blaming other people....What is the chain reactions of my actions....because of it, I've affected the emotions of other people......Am I avoiding problems, what's expectation of other people towards me & what's my expectation of myself. I'm struggling internally. Why I always overly worry & sweat over small things. I dunno what crap I'm writing... coz I'm confused & i dunno whether I'm right or wrong?

I do not want to start my year 2009 with gloomy feelings but ?????? I hope all this will slowly fade away by tomorrow. I wana live happily & living life to the fullest in 2009. Bad bad feelings go away... tommorow will be a better day.

Change for better (or???)

Year 2008 has close it's chapter & a new year has opened it's book. Reflecting back year 2008, what I can say it's a year of change for me - changing for better, i really hope that I've change for the better. The major change is I quit my ex-company & I take up AIA part time. That is on my work part. On other aspects, I think there are still no major changes yet - still single, still staying at my old place, still driving the same car, still wearing my old specs, still have not reached my desired weight, still doesn't like cheese & milk, still eating junk foods, still messy, still undecided blah blah blah - my believe & attitude still same (or have i changed).

Why one need to change? What prompted one to change? Most people fear change as change will disrupt their old comfort way of doing things. Why one only will change when some major problems happened to them. Eg. quitting smoking - when one is diagnosed of certain illnesses only then they will stop smoking - wouldn't that be to late already.

I, myself also having the same dilemma, wanting to change but at the same time still wanna be in my own comfort zone. Wanna lose weight but yet still eating junks, wanna earn passive income but yet still work under employment ............ Therefore this year 2009, I told myself this is a year of breaking old habits & creating new good habits. Old habits is lazy, lazy, lazy so nothing can be done. Talking, talking & talking but no concrete actions so nothing much done. This year as it's still in the beginning of the year, I told myself that 1st priority is to get my health in tip-top condition. Having a good health only then I can have wealth & happiness. So this year I'll focus on eating healthily, exercising regularly so that I can have good health which in turn is a blessing for me to focus on my career, business, family, friends, society & so forth.

That's all for now. Now going to cleaned up my messsy room. It's still in progress from last year ttill this year - no complete yet. My target is to complete it before CNY.